34 weeks on thursday....

34 weeks and counting....so this may come across mean or insensitive....but I am so over being pregnant. Done, over it and just want to see his face. I am now so uncomfortable, hes pushing on my right ribs all day and night, either a leg or an arm, and it hurts. I can't breathe, I lose my breath so easily. I walked the dog last night, and my legs hurt today! My center of gravity is off so Im bumping into things, falling over, its a nightmare.

I just have to keep reminding myself there's at most six weeks left. I just want to meet him, I want to see his face, his eyes, his nose, his little fingers and toes. Most of all, I want to kiss him and tell him I love him. It makes me cry to think I still have to wait to see him, after all this time, 8 1/2 months of waiting, and waiting. Now knowing how close the end is, sucks. haha Plus my whole life....pregnancy is nine months, no it is not, it is 10. You give give when you are 40 weeks, 40 weeks = 10 months. basically an entire year!!

Ugh I know this post is so not my usual excitement, sorry about that. Its just reality. There are a few exciting things happening though. Saturday is Blair's birthday!! We're spending the day with her, since its her last birthday here :( Then Sunday is Colin's day!! his baby shower is finally here. 5 days and its here. I can't believe it....so just because im writing a rather depressing post, doesnt mean im depressed haha. I just want to meet my son.

OH && our appointment on Friday, my son the brat refused to show his face. We had one good one, && its below!!