Mommy & me, outings & Six weeks, OH MY!!

On Wednesday Colin & I went to our first mommy and me class. It was so great to be around other moms, especially new ones. There was a little boy who was 4 days older then Colin, one that was two weeks old, and a few that were almost four months. It was nice, we discussed different things like starting routines, breast feeding and any other topic you could think of. It was really nice.

After that we went to the mall, with Amy & Nicole. We walked and walked and walked. It was so great to get out see my friends and have adult time. The craziest things happen at Town Center Mall. First, I had to feed Colin, so I sat down and did what I had to do. There was this creepy man, who saw I was feeding him, sat down in the chair across from me, watched me feed him, once I was done, he got up and walked away!!! CREEP SHOW!! I couldnt believe it. Disgusting!! I almost died. After walking the mall for almost two hours. I drove down to sunrise.

I met Sevie at the sawgrass mall, we walked around for a little bit. Then we ran over to David's Bridal to pick out Bridesmaid dresses, I can't believe her wedding is only four months away. That is insane, I feel like her and Mike just got engaged and now were picking dresses out. It went well and we found the dress the we are going to wear. It was nice to spend some time with sev since I dont get to see her all the time.

What a day that was. Colin was NOT a happy camper, he cried for the entire hour car ride home! I wanted to pull my hair out. I love being a mom, but when he cries, and cries and cries and theres nothing I can do, I want to kill. It breaks my heart yet at the same time I become rageful. :-/ I feel terrible for getting so angry, but afer speaking to other moms I know Im not the only one out there.

Now, Moose man is six weeks old. I have my six week post-op appointment, which means hopefully I get cleared to workout, ANNNDDDD have sexy time!! hahahahah Can not wait for both. Im ready to work off this post baby weight. Enough about me, on to my moose. Ugh I can't believe he is six weeks old. I feel like every post I say that and it might sound redundant but it is crazy to me. His newest thing is he SMILES. not a little smirk, a full mouth open smile. and let me tell you, it is the cutest smile in the whole wide world.

You always hear people say you never know a love like a mothers love for her child and let me tell you. The love I feel for my son, is something I never thought I could feel. I would do anything for him, and want him to be the greatest he can be and I do do whatever I can to make that happen. Not to mention his kisses are the best around.

Here is a picture of the boog smiling: