HOLY COW!!! Did you just read the title of this post? Its my FINAL POST before baby!!! The time has finally come, 9.5 months later, its time for Colin Patrick Egan to make his appearance. I havent updated in a few weeks, because I had some unresolved things I needed to finalize before I wanted to update. My OB and I discussed my birthing plan when I went to my 36 week appt. we decided on the 13th of may going in and starting the induction process. at my 37 week appt he told me my neonatal/GD dr disagreed with the idea, and wanted me to wait till I was 39 weeks. which was the 17th. Well, the raging pregnant lady came out, he wanted me to wait four days....WTF is four days.
So this thursday the 10th, I met with my neonatal, I had Ricky come with because hes more intimidating than I am. Plus when I get nervous, I get extremely passive. With him there I knew I would be fine. After we spoke, he agreed four days wouldnt matter, and that it was up to us, (my ob, Ricky & I). So the 13th it is. I go in on mother's day, at 2pm. to start the process. I will probably receive pitocin around 3-4am, and hopefully hell be here by May 14th. What a beautiful day.
I have been the biggest ball of emotions, from anxious, to nervous, to excitement, to being scared. Every emotion one could think of goes through me. Ill be happy reading a book, to hysterically crying but laughing while im crying. Its insane. Today, Blair and Amy took me out to lunch. It was so nice of them, we were able to sit and talk and laugh and oh god here I go, crying!! haha Luckiest girl alive, i seriously have the best friends ever....you should be jealous, I would be.
It is so crazy to me that in 3 short days, my son, my heart, my soul will be here. I have waited 269 days to see his face, to see what he looks like, his nose, toes, fingers, eyes. Everything I thought I never wanted. I never in a million years thought I, Stacey Ambrefe, would want kids, let alone be this excited about it. You always hear people say, when you meet the right person those thoughts you use to have completely change. Boy were "those people" right. Ricky has been nothing but the best. He has listened to me cry, my hysterics, my ridiculousness, my ups and downs and you know what, He has not complained ONCE!!! he has done nothing but be my rock. I am truly the luckiest girl alive. He loves me with all his heart and he doesnt have to tell me, he shows me on a daily basis.
Well, the next time I post, itll be about how labor was, and how beautiful our son is. :) :) :) :) :)
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