19 weeks already!!

I cant believe how fast time is flying. We had our anatomy scan on Tuesday!! When I say amazing, I mean amazing. I was able to see my muffin man's nostrils, his lips, his arms his legs everything. He was given a perfect rating so far. They saw no defects, which means no more neonatal dr.

You weight 9 oz, and are 6in from head to bum. My big big boy!!!

I've gained 10lbs total and completely have a baby belly now! Its crazy to think, not to long ago I just looked like I had too many cheeseburgers, now there is no denying I am pregnant. It's funny, I never made an announcement at work. I told the owner, my boss, and two co-workers, everyone has noticed and said something in the last week. Cant wait till May.

4 1/2 Months

5 solid months left. Cant believe Im almost 1/2 way there. Its crazy to think my little muffin man is moving all around in my belly. Im dying to feel him move, I have yet to feel the butterflies, the pops or anything for that matter. Which just makes me so sad.

According to baby center Colin is:
5.5 inches longs
weights 7 oz (the same a bell pepper)
his basically doing aerobics in my belly stretching his arms && legs all over the place

I've decided I am not going to weight myself, only time I will is at the doctors. Im afraid I will become too obsessed with my gain. I'll be at the neo-natal on Tuesday for my anatomy scan. Can not wait so excited to see my little man again.

BOY OH BOY!!!!!

Coling Patrick Egan

Oh mommys baby boy.....today we received the exciting news you will be joining us. Now the time has come to plan plan plan organize and prepare for your arrival. Daddy and I are beyond excited to meet you.

The Dr snuck us in for a secret ultrasound just to find out your sex. The ultrasound tech came in and said I've been doing this for 20 yrs no matter what we are finding out the sex today!!! The picture above is what we saw first. Then was your butt legs and boy parts! Daddy almost died from excitement!! Can not wait to meet you...Only 5 months left!

I put on 3 lbs so far. I had an appointment on Tuesday and by Friday I gained another lb I couldnt believe it. By Sunday I popped, I couldn't believe it, it was as if it happened over night:

We start week 17 tomorrow, which means you are about 5 inches long head to bum, and weight 5 ounces they say online that is about the same weight as a Turnip. Love you so much already Colin.

6 Months till baby egan is here

I cant believe there's less than 6 months till babes is here!!

Little baby Egan has had an adventurous two weeks!!! We watch Twilight the night it came out (AT MIDNIGHT of course), next night was a wedding, then we went to our first away hockey game, thanksgiving, lastly canoeing and camping!!

Havent weighted myself since the last doctors appointment. I have another one next Thursday which will mark 16 weeks. We are hoping to find out if we have CPE or LGE!!! cannot wait...pissing from excitement...basically the next week is going to DRAG.

The munchkin is a little larger than a lemon at this point. I def have pregnant belly. Its still a little ify, is she fat or is she pregnant! NO im not fat, Im pregnant!!! <3

Cant wait till next week!!!

BABY KOLE MICHAEL FOWLER

well my best friend in the whole wide world had her son @ 7:45am weighing in at 7lbs 14ozs. Just a few ounces bigger than Jordyn.

Baby number two, & this time as promised I was there before he was born. I was able to hold him and he was just so precious!

Seeing Jordyn with him was the most precious thing ever. She was nervous at first and hid when the nurse showed her, but then it was kisses kisses kisses!

This experience made me so excited to meet my little bean in May!

13 weeks and counting....

I can't believe it is already week 13. It feels like we just took our test. Little Foot will be attending his/her's first wedding this week && will experience mommy's excitement over twilight. Not to mention now I can finally get my hair done, yeahyy!!

I've truly been lucky through my first trimester. My hormones are completely out of whack and Im tired ALL the time! but that is it, which makes me excited for my new adventure...the Second Tri!

I spent all day Sunday in bed, crying...and once I start, haha I do not stop. The thoughts that go through my head are absolutely crazy. I get upset over something little, I allow it to snowball into hysteria, then I cry some more because I can't believe I'm that upset over something so small!!  I even skipped out on the Taylor Swift concert. Those of you who know me, know T.Swift is the true love of my life.  I'm currently in what I call the inbetween phase. None of my clothes fit, yet maternity clothes are a little to big and I look like Im swimming. It was as if that pushed me over the edge. Nothing looks right on me, except my work clothes, and those only fit due to Amy being amazing and donating belly bands!! What an incredible invention. The person who invented these needs a huge.

Lucky for me, Ricky is truly a saint. He just lets me cry and cry and cry. He rubs my head, tells me it'll be ok. reassures me I'm not crazy (which I think he does so I dont go crazy on him haha).

I will say I would take this hormonal rollercoastal ANY day over morning sickness, which is why I tell myself I am so so lucky.

Enough about me...the little bean is about 3 inches now...I love it, baby center say: the size of a medium Shrimp. haha I get to hopefully find out if the babes will be CPE or LGE at my next appointment in Three weeks!! super excited!

Below is the first picture of my ever expanding belly:

Momma to be...who knew....at 12 weeks

I've never blogged before, yet I seem to always read my friends blogs and wish I would do it...enough wishing...let's get to it!!

I was always the friend, daughter, &/or girlfriend who swore she never ever wanted children. I couldn't wrap my mind around having a child, taking care of someone for the rest of my life ( I was extremely selfish). The older I became the little less ridiculous having a child seemed.  Then I started dating Ricky (again). Things with him just clicked. We dated in high school, randomly saw each other through out the years and once we were back together it was as if 10 years never passed.  He truly is my prefect match, the ying to my yang. We are opposites in many ways, yet similar in so many more, and we really balance one another out. 

After a few months of dating, the discussion of children came up. He told me, he wanted me to be the mother of his children. My heart filled with such a joy, I could never explain. It was as if everything finally fell into place. I met the person I was suppose to meet, and having children seemed like the perfect next step. We discussed it for a couple months, I went off birth control, and in one month we had a VERY SLIGHT positive. The both of us, completely lost our minds from happiness, excitement, nervousness, pretty much every emotion under the sun.

I immediately called my best friend. I was DYING!! It was so extremely slight, I thought it might be false. we took 4 more tests, three of them were positives. Next Morning scheduled a doctor appointment for the true positive.

The dr. confirmed for us, and I think in that moment the reality hit Ricky, and he had a mental breakdown for about one hour. He had this look of being lost, nervous and just straight scared. haha it was funny to watch what was happening. From the moment we received that positive I have been nothing just excited. Well, thats not completely true. I'll explain that later.

I am officially out of my First Trimester. Which has been a breeze, no morning sickness, I think I was sick a total of three times. The only real issue I am currently having is the growing waistline. I have only gained two pounds (yeahyy) yet none of my clothes fit, tops or bottoms. It is a serious issue I am having. I have to continuously tell myself I am pregnant. But its not pregnancy fat, this is my waist is growing because I have been so tired the first tri I have had ZERO, not one single ounce of energy to work out. Therefore, because I slacked off, I have grown in the belly. I will get past it, and everything will be fine. Just the one thing I have an issue with.

Pictures 11w4d ultrasound && my announcement for Halloween